IM FUCKING DONE WITH POEPLE

Yeh well this is the WORST fucking week ever. First i start getting people texting me saying how im so stupid and i'm a druggie now and how i am going to die soon and i am going to loose all my real friends. And my former best friend Andrew said a ton of shit to me, and he told my boyfriend about me smoking weed and taking pills and cutting and fucking everything and he flipped out and i DID NOT want him to know that shit. And I only told a few of who i thought were my closest friends i did pills and cut (more people know i smoke weed cuz i smoke with charity and every1) and he was texting him saying "your girlfriend is out of control" or some fucking shit! and Tyler (bf) kept calling me and texting me begging me to answer but i didn't knwo what to say to him and i was balling for hours. Tyler came over later to talk and we hugged and he was telling me I could come to him for anything and stuff and i was happy kinda but i just DID NOT want him to know. He probably thinks i am SO fucking weird now especially my cuts. Plus i have to go to the doctor and so i'll prob havta take my hoodie off so my mom will probably find out about my cuts so i am FUCKED. plus i am not sure but i think the doctor might find out that i smoke and do pills??? well either way i am FUCKED. plus my best friend in the WHOLE WORLD just got back to kearsley after begging to comr back and now a ton of people told the princible she threatened them when she didnt!! including one of our "good friends" jacklyn!!!!! WTF is wrong with people you can't fucking trust anyone!!!!!!! SMH